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sorry about not blogging...

2007-01-07T07:59:00.000-08:00

sorry! to all my beloved friends who constantly cum my blog n finally gave up coming... fyi, i very lazy to blog n shall stop blogging for awhile! haha we can always meet up n catch up! muakz! take care!

e pressure is on...

2006-09-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

m i adding pressure on myself.. or m i just not ready to take up a leadership position? i m definitely not power hungry... but i m definitely a passionate person.. i wanna do wat i believe in n overseas community project is wat i wanna do... sighz... before the project can kick start.. i'm already worried i wun b up to it!! i need a confident boost! HELP!! luckily there is alwaz sumone ard to support me.. did a cheer-up card n make "milo-van" milo for me! thx 4 everythink... guess its e stress.. late nites, presentations, tut, krv n now yep... haiz.. but i wun give up... =)

okie.. enuff of sadz stuff.. todae i received a package from Make-a-wish foundation n guess wat! i'm an official volunteer with a id card even! haha duno y.. but receiving tat card is realli rewarding... remember the golf tournament tat mi n dear volunteered it! n there are even complimentary tickets for the Nokia Starlight Cinema- Outdoor cinema on-screen festival! so exciting! yeah!! happi!

[taken out the photo already! thx steven =)]

below r photos taken with e percuss gals! shijia n cuiying's bdae celebration at new york2!

after uploading e photos.. i realized i'm missing! haha but anw... its great cing them n catching up! luv u guys! =)

life back @ hall

2006-08-21T19:30:00.000-07:00

its the 2nd wk of our academic yr n also e cuming end of our slacking period... once tutorial kicks in.. its going to b challenging to juggle study with play n work (nt confirmed yet)... nevertheless.. i'm glad tat i made the choice to stay in hall at least for tis sem.. being a new senior in hall is really a different experience n there r many things tat u will nv tink of toking bout with ur peers.. all start cuming up.. blk comm.. comm chair.. jcrc.. n all the "underhand" stuff tat were only meant for seniors' ears... its exciting yet scary.. to put urself back in the freshies shoes n realize e things tat happen in the past all over again.... juz differently...

soo much for halll... well as for bizad... i feel myself slowly detached from being a "bizader".. no more marketing comm.. no more foc main comm... juz a student studying business.. its nt a bad tink.. cos at the end.. wat i gt out of all tat experience r friends.. nt juz some... its nice to walk ard in sch... n meet familiar faces as u walk down the lecture halls... :) so no regrets!

all is well so far.. n i hope ur life is too!! updates soon i guess!

i noe its near 1 month.. but some photos from Bangkok! i really love shoppping!! :) nxt stop hongkong pls.. anyone....

golf-mania

2006-08-05T23:12:00.000-07:00

e dae started on a positive note.. first time we met a friendly cab uncle.. we suppose to reach the golf course at 930am bt apparently we reach e bus stop at 940 n i estimate we b damn late if we slowly walk in.. so juz nice.. a cab appeared n we boarded.. e uncle asked if we goin to play golf.. but i said we doing charity event.. it cost us $3.50.. bt upon alighting.. the uncle sae charge us $3.00 enuff already!! sooo nice rite... haha nt tat its a big diff.. bt shows there r nice cab uncles ard.... :)

welcome to:

sally gave us our golf polo tee to get change.. n put our bags in the locker rooms... then we process to our duties which is decorate e buggies!!

there is over 100 buggies to deco... n we had no time to lose... hot weather man.. luckily gt sponsor caps to wear! i helped put up the strimmers while dear helped with the make-a-wish flags... haha he gt tired after a while n decided to rest bt kina "scolded" by another volunteer to "chop chop".. haha poor guy... but i muz sae the welfare treatment is nt bad.. haha gt cap.. gt unlimited supply of drinks to quench our thirst.. n i nt mean juz plain water bt many many cans of 100 plus n henikens as well.. haha even dear oso cannot help bt open one can to drink.... c him trying to act rich among the rich... :)

but seriously.. i dunno how rich these gentlemen n ladies r.. but from e wae they tok... carry themselves.. they definitely r the wealthy bunch.. 1 raffle ticket cost $2 but when i approach them to buy.. its either $10... to $50 worth of tickets.. definitely nt sumtink i will experience everyday... bt its oso shows their kindess n their bid for charity!

our duties in the afternoon was to take charge of the novelty hole whereby the longest shot will win a NOKIA fone! its fun to c how e golfers took their shots while we enjoy e scenery as well... here's a glimpse of wat a golf course looks like.. for peeps hu dun tink they will ever step into a golf range... juz like mi :)

at around 6pm.. e dae finally ended! its definitely a self fulfilling dae! n i'm soooo happy we came! e end! :)

wat's love n marriage

2006-07-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

a friend send mi an email.. read if u have the time..

Subject: What is LOVE and Marriage.....??

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."

there could b many messages behind this story...its subjective.. but for me.. the message i gt is tat u have to cherish wat u have in front of u.. dun alwaz tink tat there is a better one out there for u.. bcos by the time u lose the one in front of u n realized tat its the best one already.. its too late.. so i believe in cherishing the present... it could b e best u ever had... :)

shopping paradise awaits

2006-07-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

i'm so ecstatic going on tis trip! =)

madness shopping.buffet.seafood. n mayb enjoy a spa or massage. total enjoyment n of cos great company! haha its a short 4 days trip but i'm prepared to burn a big hole in mi pocket n become dark n bring 2 or more bags home. so EXCITING! haha

n after i'm back, i will spend e next dae at a golf tournament @ Laguna Country Club
Reasons for being sooo excited:
1. Charity event
2. Raise funds for sick kids to fulfill their wishes
3. First golf experience
4. C all e rich golfers flaunt their skills n of cos $$
5. e SUN!
6. first auction experience
7. spend a meaningful dae with dear!

i luv volunteering =) it makes mi feel sooo good!

ok.nw back to work.3 more days of work...

a normal dae at e beach :)

2006-07-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

took a dae off 2 rest n relax @ east coast park n e weather was on our side. luckily.

my very first attempt at baking. brownies in fact. a last min tink tat cost mi 2 wake up early @ 7am to bake... a good first try i hope.. he sae its quite okie.. i find it abit hard n e ice-cream we bought melted in the hot sun :( shall do it again sumtime.. but A for effort lah hor :)

then we went on with our initial motive of going ecp.. which is rollerblading.. he nv blade before n its been ages since i last blade.. so Y nt... haha

after much blading.. or so call balancing n trying nt to fall down..we had fun i guess :) i wasnt a gd teacher cos i was bad myself.. but he pick it up quite fast... though nt much credit should b given to me lah.. in fact i spend more time laughing n taking video of him blading...haha

after sum suntanning in the sand n playing with water n showering.. we went to explore ecp abit in order 2 find e place we wanted to dine! name is turQuoise n its l bistro! haha esp for ppl like me hu gets cold easily in air con places... its a nice cosy corner... haha n check out the big mushroom we ordered for appeitizer... haha $10 for tat piece of vege.. or is it considered a vege..

after a whole dae at e beach... picnicing, blading, suntanning, eating n lookin at stars... its finally time to go home.. a happy 3 month :)

my fav pic!!!!

u're so unbelievable

2006-07-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

outdated liao. toking about new song hits on the radio. after searching on the net (which i do alot of nowadays...), i found a new luv... called unbelievable by craig david... to those hu hav been searching for tat special sumone n finally found him after soo many years of heartache n tears... tis song is reallie touching n moved my heart... juz wanna share... :)

Unbelievable
Craig David

Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But some times I just felt I could give up
But you came and changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see, what love means

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable
And I don't want to let it go
Something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me some how
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me
And I've never been here before
Now I see, what love means

[Chorus]
When I think of what I have
and this chance I nearly lost
I cant help but break down, and cry

juz some pics...

2006-07-03T22:10:00.000-07:00

- by e sea-

i luv tis pic.. its not my hands if u r wondering... haha 3 months soon =)

-Freshmen Orientation Camp 2006 Main comm-

make-a-wish! *****

2006-06-29T02:02:00.000-07:00

*MAKE-A-WISH FOUNDATION *

on tue.. mi n qing went to hear a briefing conducted by The Make-A-Wish Foundation®! This foundation is dedicated to a simple mission to grant the heartfelt wishes of children in Singapore who suffer from life-threatening illness including brain cancer, leukemia and rare metabolic disorders. The wishes of these kids can be as short as "I wish to be a doctor.” “I wish to meet Beckham.” “I wish to have a dog.” “I wish to go to Disneyland.” During the talk, we watched some videos and it is so amazing to c how much they did to grant these kids' wishes... all these wishes amount to a great deal of money n w/0 donations from the public it is almost impossible to sustain.. esp since ncss dun fund them regularly as well.. so UUUU fortunate peeps out there.... kindly go to www.makeawish.org.sg n help make a kid's wish cum true!!!! u can help either financially or b a wish granter!

for me... as i already have committment as a befriender at tc, i dun tink i should b a wish granter juz yet.. so mi n qing signed up to help for their fundraising event the 'Charity Golf Tournament"! haha i would luv to help decorate the buggies or pack goodie bags! seems fun! oh ya!!! anyone hu luv golfing or parents luv to golf n is willing to do sum charity.. pls sign up for this event n take part.. its on 26th july... all proceeds will go to help grant these children's wishes ***

i wish......their wishes will cum true..... ! =)

new skin

2006-06-27T01:56:00.000-07:00

a new blogskin!! n its still purple.. after hours of browsing.. i decided to go back to a purple skin.. since its MY blog.. n i LUV purple.. haha

FOC is finally over.. nw tat its over.. i'm reallie glad tat i was part of FOC main comm 2006. Dun care wat ppl tink bout our comm.. i tink its rox! =) it 's been a slow 6mths of slogging, complaining, playing, laughing all wrapped up nicely into the 4 days of camp... i hope all those hu went realli enjoyed themselves! i believed we did our best n if our best is nt gd enuff for u.. then i'm sorry u din appreciate it...

e most memorable part of foc for me.. has to b HALO.. literally means horror after lights out.. i was playing a ghost in KR.. hu killed both her lover n e ex-gf n apparently committed suicide... photos of me soon! haha its hilarious 2 c e scared faces of e freshies.. but honestly, if i were in their shoes.. i b damn scared 2... i oso gt myself hurt leh! when zhaowei took over mi to b e ghost, i hid in the cupboard n stick my head out.. then tis gal freaked out cos i slowly emerged... n then she bang e cupboard dr shut! pain u noe! my poor head.. bt i dun blame e gal.. i guess its juz her reflex action when she is freaked out! but still... poor head... but i would sae its an unforgettable experience lah =)

after few days of lack of slp.. i finally catch up on my slp by slping 16hrs from 7pm to 10am... anw photos up soon i hope! off from work soon!

internship

2006-06-12T01:22:00.000-07:00

yes. at this time n day i should be working but i guess mayb i'm juz too free tat i have time to blog n update.. tis is mi official 4th day of work at mcys n wat can i sae.. or rather complain.. cos so far so gd.. colleagues r nice, interns r friendly, env is conducive.. but i guess sumtink is still missing... cos to tink tat i m able to slack.. tells mi n those reading tis tat i might juz as well not b needed here... which bothers mi a little to b honest.. cos for mi past jobs.. i always believe in fully utilizing my time.. if i can be doing stuff that i can be doing at home.. then y am i here rite... haha but then again.. i have to be thankful for tis job cos tis is wat i wan... n so i will try and learn as much as i can during this course of internship! mayb e next few wks will b better!

wonder how is everyone's gss progress.. some haben start shopping.. some dun find gd deals.. while some.. like me... has bought a lot.. even though e discount is not tat terrific... below is a list of wat i bought.. mayb u guys reading can evaluate for me... c if i realli spend alot..

so far:
1) 3 tops, 1 $33, 1 $28, 1 $25
2) office tops, $41
3) skirt $50
4) bags - sling bag $20, hand bag $62, $15
5) shoes - slip ons $23, sandals $29
6) watch - $5
7) earrings - $6
8) necklace - $20

ok.. after writing it all down.. i realized i reallie spend alot nearly $400! so much for mi $500 tat drop from the sky... n i yet to get mi first pay cheque.. its taking 3 weeks n i quite bu shuang lah... anw foc is nearly... so wait till its over... i will shop again! maybe try window shopping tis time =)

shopping spreeeeeeee :)

2006-05-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

hey hey! dunno y in such a hyper mood esp after a long dae of shopping! haha n more shopping! i realized i gt alot of tinks to catch up on.. cos even since i start working.. its been work work n work.. so i was tired to even on the comp.. in case u guys din notice.. i rarely show myself online liao.. haha wanna chat.. can alwaz msg mi on mi hp! =) okie.. i shall start with the most recent event.. which is todae's shopping!!

todae me n agnes went shopping at orchard road! we shopped frm 1pm to 6.30pm.. its onli 5 n a half hrs n i spend almost $100.. haha on necklace (phuture london) , top (mint color), 3 quarter pants n belt (yesh, belt again! anw i counted.. i gt 17 belts.. haha n counting!) agnes, u r reallie great company to hang out with! haha quality time of non stop shopping n chatting away! lets shop again as we agreed! haha even if window shopping it b fun juz to explore ard =) after tat, i met steven for dinner n i continued shopping!! bought espirit skirt n a double index black sling bag!! in total.. i spend $160 n saved $65 bcos of sale n gt discounts! its mi first dae of shopping after GSS yet spend so much... muz CONTROL..

as for work.. i was working at robinsons during the robinsons sale n GSS... sales business is definitely nt work tat is easy money man.. try standing for 11 hrs, smiling at customers n walking ard... time nv seem to b on ur side.. e best times of work.. is during lunch n dinner breaks.. partly bcos can sit down.. n alot bcos u came! =)

anw i gt a dream job tat i gonna work until end july.. maybe its nt dream job cos i haben work yet.. so i oso dunno if i will like it.. but to apply for it.. n gettting it.. is already a dream cum true for me... haha i b working at mcys.. youth division.. as an intern.. i hope to gain as much knowledge i can n at the end of the dae.. noeing wat i wan to do... as a career... n work towards it!

lastly... i went for BIG walk with my dear yuen ling in the midst of mi buz work schedule! i damn glad i went cos i exercised! haha walk 5km to suntec.. then stopped cos i gt to get to work in time! still.. it was fun! saw alot of interesting sights.. pic below! haha n guess wat! mi big walk number! 40121! haha 4012 came out as a 4-d number! haha n e best part is mi dad bought e number!! haha so extra $$ for mi shopping! feel beri lucky!

e journey of our 2nd BIG walk!

pics took while walking! behind me is staff from sentosa.. advertising on its upcoming balloon festival! they wore the orange balloon on their head as hats.. n while walking.. shape ballons into diff objects.. n get kids! damn cool lah!

those in yellow above .. are taking part in the annual nikon competition.. they r photographers... finding inspiration to capture the pic tat they tink will b e best pic out of the bunch by walking with e participants! i rem cing them last year oso!

more pics! haha even dogs r in the BIG walk oso!

a gal rollerblading with balloons in her hands! i juz find it a beri cute sight =)

e hols hav juz begin n i noe there is more to cum for the nxt 2 mths! dunno wats in store for mi.. but most of all.. have e greatest holiday ever!

hols r here!

2006-05-11T02:44:00.000-07:00

well i guess i been neglecting mi poor blog for far too long n blame my laziness for not updating but lets face it... if i dun update within e few days of e event itself.. i wun wan to update.. haha so i shall try to update frequently.. but no promises! :)

on tue i had dinnner @ cafe cartel with mi buddies since sec sch! luv each n everyone of them.. haha its nice to c everyone together... well almost everyone! eleeeeen where r u!! haha c u at nxt outing k!! here r cum snapshots.. thx yj for sending us e photos... haha

juz ytd i went sentosa! at first e weather was gloomy till ard 1+ n finally after tat.. till we left.. e sun was shining brightly n it was e best time for sum serious tanning n i am happi to sae tat i gt mi wish! haha yeah!! more photos soon...

haha anw finding a job is hard... i got to admit.. hopefully can find one soon! :) meantime shall enjoy mi hols!

lazy sat afternoon...

2006-04-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

cant believe i'm blogging nw.. but ya.. mi first full wkend in hall w/o going home.. kinda weird cos i miss mi bed n aircon!! argh.. but wat to do... i dun wan waste time travelling n its onli for ONE wk... sighz.. not constructive man.. bloggin while eating meiji yoghurt.. after eating its back to marketing.. lotsa of memorizing xia... okie.. enuff of crapping... jiayou bah peeps!! tis time nxt wk i b FFREEEEEEEEEEEEE!! :)

mugging mode...

2006-04-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

hey yall.. its been a long long time n i haven been updating mi entries.. bet u all already give up on cuming to mi blog n suddenly like.. andrea finally blog! but realized tis is gonna b a lame entry... haha juz tat alot tinks happen during e past few weeks tat i can hardly catch up on my updating cos i'm nt alwaz free to update.. n when i do.. like now.. i dun have e same enthusiasm i had to blog about it... haha but i will try to update once exams r over kk! =)

meantime my dear friends.. jiayou for exams n ya stay positive even when u r stress! its sumtimes gd to feel stress... juz dun overstress... =) all e best!!!

Stuck in ICE AGE 2

2006-03-28T22:12:00.000-08:00

haha juz ytd mi n mi dear zhilin went to PS to shop! haha its reallie been a long long time since we shop n go out to eat... enjoy e company every single min! haha after eating a dae of of sch.. e tinks we do... photos as proof... haha

at manhatten.. attempted to eat seafood platter...

e start of our craziness...

our twin photo!

more photos!

zhilin in her YELLOW lorry with banana in pyjamas!

tats e end of mi shopping experience! hope to have another one soon! haha =)

stars...

2006-03-20T10:14:00.000-08:00

stars.. i alwaz believe to b e most beautiful shape created... i'm feeling bored.. so did abit of research.. haha at 2.30am...

FAQ:
Stars r giant balls of glowing gas.
Stars shine bcos e gas inside them is so hot tat a process called "nuclear fusion" takes place.
Stars look diff colors bcos they are diff temp. Hotter stars r white or even blue n cooler stars r orange or red.
All stars move, not stationary. bcos they revolve about e center of e Galaxy.
Stars live diff lengths of time, dependin on size. 4 e Sun, it lives 4 10 billion years.
Polaris ("The North Star") is a unique star bcos it is directly overhead at e North Pole. its always in e North n e farther North you go, e higher up in e sky it appears.

how many of u.. ever watched a shooting star when u look at e sky... or watched a meteor rain/shower... or a sky filled with millions of stars tat take ur breath away... if u have... i envy u! haha...i alwaz live with desire to witness nature's wonder... wonder when it will cum true... meanwhile... i will juz satisfy myself with photos =)

even fireworks r stars created by man... amazingly beautiful...

more bdae photos... =)

2006-03-18T21:08:00.000-08:00

promise to upload more bdae photos so here they are! haha

mi bdae cake at 85 market! =)

taken with mi dear zhilin! hugz for e surprise.. even thou u n steven sae its shun bian go cos u all crave 85 food.. haha

mi zhilin n steven! beri belated thx u!!!

with old buddies.. at swensens!

watch nanny mcphee with mi sis on fridae nite.. lucky escape from watching DORM.. haha.. i like e show leh actually.. dun tink majority will enjoy it cos e plot is nutink special n exciting.. but occasionally.. watching a show with simiplicity and mild humor is rather nice... haha e entrance of nanny mcphee is kinda scary cos of her appearance.. the first words of hers that i rem so clearly were: 'when you need me but dun wan me.. i will be here...' but 'when you want me but dun need me... i will leave'.. at first it dun seem to make sense.. but as the show progress.. u can tell tat e more e children depend on the nanny.. e more she leave it to them to make their own decisions and judgment... n bcos of that.. trust grew btw them.. but as they become more attached to her... she left them.. its juz so sad to put in reality... i feel tat we dun really noe e diff btw want and need... its usually e want tat is nv satisfied but often ppl see it as a need.. n as a result.. put in soo much effort 4 it.. when actually it is nv a need to begin with...

happy birthday thank you!!

2006-03-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

K I noe it’s a damn belated bdae kinda thank you but I still wanna sae a big THANK YOU to everyone that made an ordinary dae the most special and memorable one I will remember! To be honest… its e best bdae so far n I will always rem my 20th bdea..even though its e big 20!! Haha… I received great presents, cards and sms greetings from all my friends! Haha HUGS & KISSES from mi to each and everyone of u!!

I wanted to post every single detail of mi bdae but I decided that I let the pictures do the toking.. in short.. I spend 3 days celebrating mi bdae.. from sentosa to kbox to dinner to movie! Haha juz a beri xinfu gal with so many great friends.. I cant stop complimenting u all leh.. how… haha.. THX again!! =) more foto as soon as i can! promise! =)

E mid-term came and go juz lik tat.. it sux when u r having fun! Actually having a bdae during sch break is kinda awesome cos everyone is free to ask u out! Haha but e midst of all these celebration I gt to do a reality check and realize tat I been lagging behind n stress starts to build in… I been grumpy and stressed up lately and those tat c tat side of mi.. I really am sorrie tat u hav to put up with it… I been ard stressed ppl n so I noe tat stress can be infectious and can oso cause sumone to stress oso! It seems like I become more stress as I grow older.. hope its nt true man!

E greatest part of having a bdae.. e best part or moment is when I get to blow out e candles of a cake.. nt bcos it reminds mi of how old I m or tat I can get to eat e cake after tat.. but bcos I get to make a wish… I always love making wishes… in total I gt to blow candles 5 times! Although technically I can make 5 diff wishes… I juz made one…obviously I wun sae cos then it wun b true… but if it really came true… life is worth living for everyday…haha

last fri e most tramatrizing tink happen is tat i met a stupid bloody damn disgusting idiot tat pull down his pants until knee length in e gents toilet outside e cubicle with e main toilet dr open damn widely.. yes.. a flasher.. e image of his eyes looking at mi simply brings shivers down mi spine.. everytime i tink bout it...e suayest person is i happen to mt tat idiot out of so many hundreds tat could hav walked by at tat pt of time... n i gt test e nxt dae.. for mi.. i manage to find support n comfort from mi friends tat took time to call, come up mi room n make sure i m okie.. thx god tat e madman din run after mi or sumtink... haiz.. a suay event! watever!!!

I realize in life... in everytink u do…e first step is always the hardest…it can be taking e first step during parachuting or even the simplest tink like sitting down n start studying for exams… or even start engaging conversation with a complete stranger… everything that u haben done bef.. is gonna b difficult to start.. I guess tat includes falling…its definitely hard to start trusting in sumone who previously u are not related to… but slowly become a part of ur life tat u really wish will stay on… nt onli e trust… but e feelings will oso grow stronger.. which is kinda intimating.. cos e more e feeling grows.. e harder it is to take tat first step…noeing tat it might just ruin everything tat was build before.. it just brings down to who wants to take that first step, nutink wait forever.. neither will it run away quickly...there is so much 2 b said but unsaid.. felt and shown but nt proved...

boy.. after nt blogging for so long.. i realized tat so much happened until i juz rattle on.. i dun usually go into details bt rather e tots running thru mi head n heart..

how i spend vdae.. haha

2006-02-16T03:22:00.000-08:00

tis is how i spend mi vdae... haha

went to yuenling room 2 hang out! haha juz mi yl n geoky bt its beri fun lah.. haha vdae can oso b friendship dae in mi bk.. haha take photo while waiting for pizza to arrive!

greedy us! yummy spicy chicken drumlets.. a muz hav if eat pizza.. haha i ate 4 leh.. out of 10.. feel guilty after tat.. haha

then after tinking wat to do with e rest of e nite.. we decided to go K!! haha went kbox from 930 to 1am.. haha tot we decided nt to go near to any luv-related items or activities tat will hav couples ard.. haha but in e end e temptation is too hard to resist.. haha we sang until 12am then we all cheered.. cos its 15th feb already! stupid dj on radio kp saeing its 14th feb.. n then muz add a vdae day at e back everytime he report e time n date.. haha actually i nt beri anti vdae lah juz wan to act anti... haha its suppose to b a dae of romance mah..

anw it was a great dae still! =)

13 February

2006-02-12T09:45:00.000-08:00

its 1.47am.yet i nt slpy.nw marks e end of cny liao. how time flies.. soon it b mid-term break n b exams then hols.. time realli waits for no man..sumtimes i realli wan one day to have 48 hrs n i will use 24 hrs of it for slping.. so shuang!daydreaming again as usual...

so many new songs on e radio! makes mi wanna go kbox again! cross mi fingers! lately NUS hav many singing comp, talentquest nw stardust... i will enjoy watching them but i dun tink i b joining any. seriously. singing has always been a passion in mi life.listening to music.playing e piano.singing along.kbox.all tis sum up to e word passion. ppl kp saeing if u hav e passion u can go far..sumhow passion is nt enuff.natural born talent is essential.so wat if u hav an okie voice. w/o e stage presence or showmanship it wun seem rite.having a great singing voice is a major part of singing career but w/o charisma n looks.. how to go far.. e reality is cruel in tat sense. there r opp where i can hav a chance to c how far can i go by entering into comp, to improve, learn from others but there is alwaz a strong feeling in mi head tat prevents all tis.. i tot it was shy n coward of mi..but then i realize e reason is beyond such factors.. e reason y i enjoy singing is bcos it helps mi relax n enable mi to bring out mi feelings in a diff wae. i scare comp will cause mi to create any negative tots i hav for singing.or any yin1 ying2. i dun wan such tots.

its gonna b a speedy wk ahead considering vdae, steamboat,supper then hall pdn.. all in a wk.. hope everytink turns out as hoped! =)

valentine dae

2006-02-06T01:22:00.000-08:00

vdae is cuming.. all lovers out there.. headache on wat to buy 4 vdae.. haha tats e gd side of being single.. dun hav to worry! haha okie.. i juz being lame.. i guess giving n receiving gift is beri nice feeling.. will be beri sweet one.. sighz...anw i b selling flowers for mi foc comm so anyone reading tis n wan door delivery tag mi or msg mi k!!

tis song juz bring out e vdae mood in mi.. i dedicate to all lovers or soon b lovers out there! =)

My Valentine - Martina McBride

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside I
'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
La da da Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

a great CNY!

2006-02-01T01:14:00.000-08:00

tis year is a great CNY actually! firstly cos it stretches from fri to tue! n i manage to catch up on mi slp! slping all e wae till 12pm e next dae is a xiang shou man! i alwaz tink tat slping is a waste of time.. but nw i reallie cherish e amt of slp i had! haha n.. i realized tat everynite bef u slp.. if u can tink of sumtink or sumone tat made u smile.. its enough to be considered a great dae! =)

ytd was e best out of e 4 hols cos i went visiting with old buddies! first stop was jy's hse! e sad tink was we juz started playing mahjong n lady luck was on mi side.. but then we switched to blackjack instead! sadz.. in total, out of so many ppl onli jy won $$ lah.. looks like its true tat u will hav luck while playing host at ur hse! jy u owe us a treat!! n p.s eleen dearie... i wan e photos!!! hate u lah.. 2nd time in e row.. nv stay over =(

at nite, i went back hall with yuenling n we went jogging! haha had a blast oso! we started jogging at 1020.. then went to west coast park 2 tok! so romantic hor! haha climb e spiderweb.. yl u muz b proud of urself tat u climb 2 e top! haha its esp windy up at e top n a nice place to hang out n relax! pics taken at e top! haha

after e jog.. we headed back n split at fongseng.. e journey back alone was abit scary esp during 11+ at nite n i was beri conscious of wateva sound tat i hear.. cowardy behaviour hor.. did sum tinking n realize tat i hav grown abit.. nt tat i praising miself but i tink i learn to take things nt as seriously n nt alwaz as wat they seem.. most imptly.. dun try let other ppl affect ur tinking... although tat is sumtink i reallie need to work on! haha..

i extract tis from a show.. "happiness is nt sumtink u deserve... it is sumtink u r blessed with.. so if u have tat blessing.. consider it as a gift..." right nw, i nt sure about me but i'm happie...

CNY

2006-01-26T03:44:00.000-08:00

CNY is cuming... which means PINEAPPLE TARTS, new clothes, hongbao, oranges, pomelo, bak kwa! went holland v ytd to celebrate eunice's bdae, crystal jade n xiao long bao! tiramisu cake!
finally decided to install bluetooth into my laptop.. haha after soooo long.. so fun! expect more photos in e future kk!! =)

went to donate blood juz nw.. 3rd time already! feel beri proud! haha donating blood is nt a big tink actually.. cos soo many ppl donate.. i guess its a self tink... u feel good after u donate.. =) for those hu haben.. if u can survive e prick to check ur blood type while making ic.. u can sure survive tis cos its nt as pain! i wun sae it wun hurt.. bt its nt tat painful! reallie! anw donating blood is fun.. at least tats wat i tink.. n try toking to e nurse, its fun! haha like todae i realized i donate 300ml of blood cos mi weight... then for guys generally will donate 450ml.. n theirs can save more than 2 lives! haha fun fact!

wish everyone a happi CNY! =)

kenny g concert

2006-01-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

kenny g n his sax! melts~~

$70 is wat i spent to get a seat in the max pavilion expo to watch kenny g live in concert n its worth every cent! everyone in e crowd was 'high' n excited to c him in person n every new tune is a refreshing one n makes u feel e emotion in his song all over again... songs tat i luv since i adore him were 'always', 'e moment' n e classic 'forever in love'.. totally melt every gal's heart.. at least mine did... =)

all e time i been listening to his music.. his sax.. n din hav a clue wat he's like.. now i noe! haha he is friendly, sincere, funny, humble, crowd-pleaser.. he realli give us his 110%... e most exciting part will b tat he stood next to mi for like 5secs playing his sax bef walking down! lucky i sat at e aisle man! i gt a closeup yet blur pic of him...sadz!.. but still.. i recorded most of his music in mi hp! happi!! =)

i guess e tink i luv about his songs.. is tat u dun need lyrics to understand e song nor a voice to keep u mesmerized... u juz need to really listen with ur heart.. n sumhow.. u find e lyrics u need n e voice to hear inside u...

ps.. if mi future husband cant play sax.. i wan mi son to learn... haha

stayover!

2006-01-18T23:21:00.000-08:00

tis gonna b a short entry cos i juz wan make a note of ytd sleepover! haha slpt at 5.30am but rather awake as i write tis! shuaty n eleen stayed over at mi room last nite! haha shuaty was like e xi ke cos we lure her to cum 2 stay n brought prata over! Disgusting gal to rub her 'plasma' over mi pillow! then while toking, stupid eleen slp earlier than us when i was e tired one supposedly until they started making noise n making fun of mi until it made mi awake n alert! i cant believe im saeing tis but i HATE u both! haha sumtimes i reallie feel like hitting n slapping u guys! dun call mi BFG!!! i m innocent of such title! =( but okie ah.. i LUV U both oso.. for irriating mi! okie e end! cya nxt wk! =)

an exciting wk ahead!

2006-01-14T08:37:00.000-08:00

man u lost!! to man city!! haiz.. wats happen man... lucky i went to watch elizabethtown! haha if nt i b shouting at e stupid tv wasting mi time.. when i can enjoy at a better place with better entertainment! haha

watched elizabethtown! thx 2 zhilin hu intro tis show to mi! summore its kristen dunst n orlando bloom.. both i like! i like e road trip part e best! so cool.. get to drive ard in a car.. listen to nice music.. hav sum alone time.. explore e surrounding..get sum fresh air.. learn n make new friends.. gain new experience.. yyy spore so small!!! how to road trip..!!! =(

tis following wk is goin b so exciting!! haha
mon- project runway finale!
wed- AMI n stayover!!
thurs- memoirs of a geisha! =)
fri- KENNY G concert!!! hurray!! haha so excited!! i ready to b mesmerized by e sound of his sax!

gonna b a fun wk! with onli 2 days of lectures! =)

juz food for thought

2006-01-10T08:51:00.000-08:00

juz watch a lot like love.. courtesy of tat! haha i noe e show kinda a few months back but after watching i reallie have some thoughts i wan to pen down so i can keep n remember...

its a show about a friendship that blossom from pure concidence and during the 7 yrs they met several times, mostly bcos one went to find the other... during tis 7 yrs, alot has changed, their personality, hairstyle, career n lifestyle however their friendship still exisit... which eventually make them realize tat they cannot b parted.. meant to b together... although they part at times... they somehow reunite which prove their fate for each other... until finally... they juz noe...

how true is this kind of love in existence... tat 2 ppl as friends will end up being together... nt as friends but as life partners... as lovers... ppl alwaz hope tat their best friend is their other part but how often does tat happen... u noe.. i alwaz blame love stories n fairy tales for their happy endings... it makes mi have certain level of imagination of how mi luv life will turn out to b... which should nt b e case... wat happens if its nt up to tat level... a disaster...

haha... to end off.. a lot like love is a great show! simple yet makes mi smile... =)

its pouring!!

2006-01-03T21:39:00.000-08:00

sitting at mi sis room..listening to goodbye my lover..chatting on msn..while e rain is pouring at e window beside mi..sumhow i enjoy these moments..sum alone time..haha

watch narnia ytd n i tink its damn nice! haha it shows tat during dark times, u can definitely find comfort in ur luv ones n it is impt to trust n support each other along e wae.. kinda sweet leh.. despite all e fights..

well.. hols is ending soon n i muz admit tat tis hol is kinda good lah.. din spend alot time at home bt at least i did n i did spend sum time catching up with old frenz n i feel happi bout it! =) gt to go back to do spring cleaning n get ready for new sem alr! haha k bye! i on mi wae to sentosa nw...

2006!!

2006-01-01T06:40:00.000-08:00

spend an awesome new year eve n new year! well.. y did i sae tat.. cos number one, i hang out with mi oldest closest sec friends ever! number 2, i ate great food at changing appetite in marina square, wow! pizza n baby ribs + chocolate freeze! well.. obviously i din eat all by myself lah.. haha.. number 3 n oso e biggest reason is i get to c FIREWORks!! its been like since when.. pri 5.. since i last saw a proper fireworks display n its damn true.. haha kinda sad but i dun care nw cos i finally did! n its reallie awesome, incredible.. beyond words.. while e fireworks were showing, everyone ard were juz marvelled by e sight n kept cheering n cheering.. it was juz great! =) its been e best 7mins of mi 2006. number 4, we don at steven's place till 7+am n during like 3 hrs, i was playing mahjong n well.. i did zha hu one! sad leh n guilty cos they decided nt 2 count tat one.. thx guys! =)

mi n yinjie drinking chocolate freeze n banana!!

a group photo! =)

taken on a expressway tat was closed 4 e countdown! nice view of e esplanade!

taken while waiting 4 a fireworks.. sitting at e merlion park!!

e fireworks!!! undescribable view =)

2006 is finally here n it did start off well so i hope its a good indication of a great year ahead.. okie mayb nt great bt pls b a better year than 2005! u noe.. as i watch e fireworks.. i was tinking how nice it will b if i will b here every year from tis yr on.. i wan to fulfill tat wish! haha n hopefully... if its meant to happen.. 2 share with sumone nxt yr...

haha a new year should have new year resolutions rite.. bt i guess i'll save it. i juz hope for a better year n mi family n friends b safe n happy... =)

xmas is near

2005-12-21T07:04:00.000-08:00

Xmas is nearly! =) n when tis happens it oso mean tat a new year is cuming! haha new year resolution.. 2 live a better life nxt yr! haha general but its true! tis yr is good but i wan great! haha greedy hor...

anw time realli pass during the hols n i so dun wan it to end lah! sadz.. oh well guess good times alwaz hav to hav a break first rite in order to await its arrival e nxt time... haha... a new year oso mean a new beginning n oso means it is time to put all unhappiness n troubles behind! one tink i learnt tis sem is alwaz to expect e least from tinks.. then wateva comes... juz treat it with a pinch of salt if its bad n a blessing if its good... haha

happi hols everyone n merry christmas!! hohoho...

how sweet it will b...

2005-12-14T07:31:00.000-08:00

juz watched pride n prejudice… keira knightlet so pretty.. i luv e old time furnituring, e waltzing.... n even e wae they tok! it’s a great show with its unique sense of humor and of cos… e story of love n how everything becomes a happy ending… juz this morning… I saw a couple with e guy piggybacking e gal cos she has a sprained ankle… I was like aww.. so sweet… which I guess brought me to a mood of daydreaming and fantasizing… its kinda foolish to fantasize rite.. cos then e more upset u will be… but lets juz take it as I hav nutink better to do… haha

Hols so far kinda fun… I luv e children camp e most! Its juz a short 2 days but I hav nice memories to keep n I guess I reallie reallie luv children! Haha they brighten up my day n take mi troubles away! =) enjoy e rest of hols peeps! Have a jolly merry Xmas with ur luv ones k! =) it’s a nice season 2 show ur luv n sincerity I guess… in e festive mood!